Exploring Contemplation + Mysticism Through a Queer Lens

  • Recent Publications: Blessings & Reflections

    Recent Publications: Blessings & Reflections

    This beautiful compilation of blessings from enflshed was a powerful project to be a part of. You can order this incredible book of blessings, “HELD: blessings for the depths” here. (Note: The first run of the book sold out and this is a pre-order for the second run). You can read the blessing I contributed… Read more

  • Maybe it’s time for me to let go of Thomas Merton

    Maybe it’s time for me to let go of Thomas Merton

    Today marks 53 years since Merton died in Bangkok, Thailand. I wrote the following article originally published by The Christian Century on December 6, 2021. “How can we be sure younger generations learn about Thomas Merton?” Every time I show Day of a Stranger, the documentary film I made about the Trappist monk, I’m asked some form of this question. Viewers… Read more

  • Speaking Down Barriers | A Conversation with Poet Davelyn Hill

    Speaking Down Barriers | A Conversation with Poet Davelyn Hill

    Transcript: DAVELYN HALL: I don’t think I can say that I am a mystic without being connected to community. So I can’t say that for me. I need to be connected to community in order to be a mystic, how do you not? Cassidy Hall: Welcome to Contemplating Now, a podcast about the intersection of contemplation and… Read more

  • Breathing Mysticism | A Conversation with Dr. Angela N. Parker

    Breathing Mysticism | A Conversation with Dr. Angela N. Parker

    Transcript: Dr Angela Parker: I don’t often think about contemplative actions going together. But what does contemplative action look like among people where the breath of God is going through groups of people? And I think that’s what we see with protests, with the Black Lives Matter protests, that there’s that contemplative action that actually… Read more

  • The Privilege of Contemplation | A Conversation with Dr. Anthea Butler

    The Privilege of Contemplation | A Conversation with Dr. Anthea Butler

    “being a contemplative doesn’t mean that you escape society, or you escape the world, but that you find a place to anchor yourself firmly first of all, and then secondarily, take care of those things in the ways in which you need to take care of them.” Read more

  • Time, Tenderness, and Terror: Reflections from a Hospital Chaplain

    Time, Tenderness, and Terror: Reflections from a Hospital Chaplain

    the presence of personhood and accompaniment is an offering beyond words. The statue of immovable presence and peace amid unfathomable loss is at best a sentiment. Read more


What would it mean to queer contemplation? To disentangle contemplative spirituality from heteronormativity, patriarchy, and Eurocentricity, and instead engage with openness, curiosity, and a little weirdness?

“Many poets are not poets for the same reason that many religious people are not saints: they never succeed in being themselves…”

— Thomas Merton, New Seeds of Contemplation