Exploring Contemplation + Mysticism Through a Queer Lens

  • Silence Is Speaking… Will We Listen?

    Silence Is Speaking… Will We Listen?

    Originally posted on my HuffPost Blog: As much as society tells me noise is more golden than silence; silence still whispers mystery to my mind and heart. I’m continually engulfed in modern day life with beeps, vibrations, commercials, news feeds — a variety of attacks on all my senses. Yet, silence’s mystifying self still delicately Read more

  • To Be OK with the Blank Page

    To Be OK with the Blank Page

    Originally posted on my HuffPost Blog “You can’t anticipate a garden. Stuff won’t grow until it’s time to grow and when the season’s finished, it’s all over.” -Father Anthony, OCSO My friend Dave told me once that to be ok with loneliness, you have to be ok with the blank page. Most of us can’t stop Read more

  • Our Lady of Guadalupe Abbey

    Our Lady of Guadalupe Abbey

    Guadalupe Abbey is amid the valleys of wine country in Oregon, just southwest of Portland and inland from the brilliant Oregon coastline. Appropriately so, the abbey grounds were in full bloom for Easter weekend, and the forest that rested in the background was aglow. I wasn’t sure what to expect at Our Lady of Guadalupe Read more

  • The Abbey of the Genesee

    The Abbey of the Genesee

    Genesee Abbey is in New York near Buffalo and Rochester – with the background of  some beautiful rolling hills and even more beautiful people. Piffard, NY is a very small town, which seems to have allowed the Monk’s Bread (the primary source of income for the monks) to be a popular item amongst the entire Read more

  • Mount Saint Mary’s Abbey • Wrentham, MA

    Mount Saint Mary’s Abbey • Wrentham, MA

    One’s usual response to Mount Saint Mary’s Abbey in Wrentham, is typically a response of senses to their incredible candy. I, however, was lucky enough to experience more beyond that within a greater grasp of this remarkable community and monastic way of life. My humble arrival began with a rented car slowly coming in through Read more

  • Saint Joseph’s Abbey • Spencer, MA

    Saint Joseph’s Abbey • Spencer, MA

    St. Joseph’s Abbey is a staggering fortress in the midst of Massachusetts; built with incredible stone and surrounded by the acres of nature that a ‘typical’ monastic so longingly takes pleasure in (point being each one of us is different and there is no ‘typical’ monastic). I arrived for a brief day trip to St. Read more


What would it mean to queer contemplation? To disentangle contemplative spirituality from heteronormativity, patriarchy, and Eurocentricity, and instead engage with openness, curiosity, and a little weirdness?

“Many poets are not poets for the same reason that many religious people are not saints: they never succeed in being themselves…”

— Thomas Merton, New Seeds of Contemplation