
Attention is the undistracted self, willing to truly look, deeply understand, and release attachment to moments before or after what is present. Attention is not concerned with naming, capturing, or solving— because attention’s primary concern is presence, love, and being. For the contemplative, attention is an inner posture of presence. A posture of surrender.

But the desert also invites us to remain and feel, to be still, root, grow, heal, and understand. And as the desert monastics suggest, the only way through the deserts of life is to remain in the practice of examining the self, to stay in the Divine’s presence as we unveil ourselves, to truly see…

I knew I needed to reawaken this connectivity to the trees and mountains. So as soon as I could find some time in my work schedule, I took myself to the nearest mountain range. Saturated in solitude at the edge of the Great Smoky Mountains, I steeped myself in a time of rituals, pauses, fires,…

What is known within me? I ask myself. What can I take home from this place, this encounter, this knowing amid all the unknown? Is our only real ground groundlessness? Is the only ground temporary ground?

Everyone carries their own true self in their own way, in their own words, and in their own time. And that is also beautifully queer. My true self is the queer way I rest my ear to the chest of a tree, listening for its heartbeat.

Queer is the way I tilt my head to look at the world. Queerness, in my life, has been not only about sexuality but also about expanse, curiosity, openness, pleasure, weirdness, love, oddity, and liberation

An interview with author Sophfronia Scott, “If we can come to the table with what’s missing, only then can we find the possibility of completion.”